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i'm blurry and confused but comfortable about it?
thanks weekend!
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[11 Oct 2007|11:17pm] |
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channel 8 is BACK!
outside!
pumpkins!
holidays everywhere!
having all B's!
chicken wingzzz?(only if ryan buys you them for dinner!)
NORTHCAROLINA for thanksgiving!
still enjoying the same things!
hot apple cinnamon pie candles!
socks!
jason's party!
far away places!
my front yard!
highschool trudy!
purple cars?!?!!
please oh please oh pleeeeeeeeese
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[02 Oct 2007|11:40pm] |
ryan is funny. and iguess he always has been
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: "...Your face is light and cocaine white..."
Date: Nov 24, 2005 2:20 PM
awww fuck you man thats so not cool
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From: jodie ?
Date: Nov 24, 2005 9:11 AM
yeah your ok too i guess.
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From: "...Your face is light and cocaine white..."
Date: Nov 24, 2005 12:02 AM
Jodie i love you soo much like you have no idea you have a place in my life not just my heart your like a part of my everyday rutine you mean more to me than some of my family members like not immediate ya know but like all my other family like you have so much more love from me than they do and like i know you think im gunna get out o hand with life but the thing is im just as worried about myself as yall are and because of that i cant get carried away and thats why im so okay with doin it but mostly what i wanted to say is that I LOVE YOU!!!!
Love,
Ryan Anthony Oxford
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[09 Aug 2007|01:55am] |
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i can't figure out whats important or real? im always a little off focus on what is probabally the most hizznazz!
i guess thats okay, its summer ... i think so yeah. and school will start and i'll have something to do and it'll give me a reason to go to bed and not sit on the computer all day and maybee grow up and learn and figure this all out. give myself time ! i read a book and a few halfs, watched pbs, and a lot of infomericals , bubbles ,listened my friends play music and hung out with old firneds, went on adventures to beaches and blue bayou and my driveway and kissed and huged and laughed and cried and im 16 this is what i do right? these are all important to me i'm sure. it's always so cold in this house (duh means no shit?) ill study and take dance lessons and be a 4Her and enjoy everything because im sure i can, i do! even sculpt so i can make my aunt kerry proud.
and i started to write a jodie doubtfull sentence but i backspaced it because im sure you can imagine the other side fo my thinking to some of these things
im worry free? YES I AM!
gotta go cuddle up -just give me a hug always?
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[29 Jul 2007|12:17am] |
its important that everyone knows how staNGE THIS night was and its was nice and im not sure how i feel about anything. and ive been drinking beer and im not sure and im sandy and im almost sure that there was a full mooon tonight because of a people magazine and me knowing what your birthday is and how i read your horoscope and thats nice right it was pretty and there was a beachish thing and a creek and it was a good time with bestfriends.
im smoking for 3 and already out of cigarettezzzzzzzzz!:(:( but thanks so much always
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[12 Jun 2007|02:21pm] |
mountain music cds with semi old ladies sitting at a table doing kiddie art projects drinking wine and cackaling!
i think itd be sweet if perrys favorite song was ..........
im ready to come home. the futon makes me dream weirdly, doubtfull not good makes me think about things to much dreams! blah!
liz's best friend is weiser. seems everyone elses too
bye im iss you
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[31 May 2007|11:23pm] |
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one person should be enough, one person has to be. one person to idontknow belive?care?love?take care of?joke?share things? prolly more then enough.
all good things
i'm sure!
has to be all the time
i do love lots and lots of people.
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[28 May 2007|08:29pm] |
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you you you you! you! you you you you you you you!!!!! you you!!
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[14 May 2007|10:51pm] |
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i'll fall alsleep to this cd forever.
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[29 Apr 2007|12:35am] |
i think im going to stop doing alot of things. and try to start doing alot more things?
i think im starting to grow up? i dont know anything yet.
im glad i know rod.
i think i miss people i never really knew.
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[27 Mar 2007|09:15pm] |
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one time a long time ago me and kirstey were at jessica's house we must have been in like 6th grade. and jessica got mad or something happened and she went in the empty room and put "i feel so" by box car racer on the cd player and started like writing down the lyrics on a peice of paper and kirstey and myself took this as a joke right? but ms. laurie was like just leave her alone she gets like this sometimes. and then we both were like weeeeeeeeeeeeeird. jessica is the happiest person i know. and the most organized. i forgot that this all happened. i think this is when it all started.
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[25 Mar 2007|06:34pm] |
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it's hopeless and i know this, that's why i can't dream
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[20 Mar 2007|01:09am] |
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running - jason mraz |
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[01 Mar 2007|09:41pm] |
Life has loveliness to sell,
All beautiful and splendid things,
Blue waves whitened on a cliff,
Soaring fire that sways and sings,
And children's faces looking up
Holding wonder like a cup.
Life has loveliness to sell,
Music like a curve of gold,
Scent of pine trees in the rain,
Eyes that love you, arms that hold,
And for your spirit's still delight,
Holy thoughts that star the night.
Spend all you have for loveliness,
Buy it and never count the cost;
For one white singing hour of peace
Count many a year of strife well lost,
And for a breath of ecstasy
Give all you have been, or could be.
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[26 Apr 2006|07:04am] |
i know what i need to do in order to be succsessful. i know all the right choices and i have them all at my finger tips. so why is it i can't accomplish anything.
am i lacking that much modivation?. because i really dont think i was made for this, any of it.
but i dont think that matters at all i dont think any one cares about that.
i havnet ajusted to my life. my head and hands dont work together its all like constantly at battle.
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saterday as usual - bright eyes |
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i know nothing about my own life right now, the events that happend it seems like i have no say so in. i dont like that.im not sure i like what im doing about it either.. this is stupid. this is stupid.
corey oxford is the best boy in the world.
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[24 Jan 2006|04:16pm] |
and so life is cool.
friends are cool.
being chill is cool.
:)
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NOTHING MAKES SENCE RIGHT NOW,.....................
LIFE IS STUPID!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHh!
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